The one with new yr's eve

So its NY's eve n i decided to host a steamboat gathering at my place...

So i invite all who i can think of n i just finish preparing all the dishes with the help of izad n tracy...
Thanks guys for helping me esp izad... carrying all those groceries for me in the morning

Not only we will be having steamboat, izad is having making roast chicken,
tracy will be making pies n pasta... and for dessert, my fav... "Fondue"
which i made... hehe (I hope its nice, its pee's fav)

Talking abt Pee... sigh... i m so so mad with her... she went to buy a laptop yesterday n it was pretty heavy,
so she was having a hard time carrying it n refuse any help from anyone...
Good lah, when she went home last nite, she bcame so sick that she was sent to the hospital...
Thank goodness she is better now and as we speak, on her way over...

Its already like 5:25pm n i told them to come earlier, apparently all of them dunno how to read the clock loh...
some more izad is complaining being hungry liao... i think he is always hungry... hehe

So yesterday, we went to buy Pee's laptop n she even got a IPOD for free can... i m so envious loh...
Then we met Dera n her "Deri n Deru", Michelle, Ashley, Scout, and others... at Coffee Club at Taka...
Really had fun...

Tonite, we wld be goin to Jac's party later at nite at Marriot n later to Igors...
I hope it will all turn out well.

sign out.

The one with Boxing day

So its boxing day sunday...
After a nite of chilling, i thot of going for a swim to burn some fats accumulated from last nite's pratas n fried food...
Later, i went to meet my 3 oldest friends... Allan, Kelvin & Luke... (they r of the same age actually except for luke)
They are my first gay friends n they have been with me thru shit n crap (which is basically the same)

Anyway, we had this tradition every year without fail that we would have an exchange of xmas presents to celebrate our friendship,
which I think most ppl do do the same... :)
So first we had lunch/dinner at Sakae Sushi at Wheellock,
(which i was so surprise bcos Allan hated jap fd, he gotten fd poisoning last time having Chawamushi)
Anyway after we had our raw fd, we then proceed to Borders Bistro for coffee n most imptly for Allan to have his lungs smoked...

Soon after, its presents time!!!
Allan got me a tshirt frm Bods
Kelvin got me a book "The Giving Tree" by Shel SilevrStein...
It looked interesting n im really eager to start reading it after my "Da Vinci Code"
Lastly, Luke got me a silver frame and another interesting book; a self help book
"He's just not that into you (The no-excuses truth to understanding guys)"
from the writer of Sex and the City by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo.

I was abit curious initially as i dunno why they would buy me books this yr... the truth is I was never a reader...
but recently I started to read alot... i think its after I lost my MP3 player :(
n there r no other entertainment during travelling frm places to places,
i switched to reading then...

First i start to finish reading all my Harry Potter series which i stopped at "Goblets of Fire" 2yrs ago!!
Soon, i finish all of them n then i switched to reading Da Vinci Code which I happened to finish reading on today... yeah!!!
I actually wanted to start "Angels and Demons" then "Five people you meet in heaven" but i decided to read my self help book first...

After my gathering i wished them all well n really hope to meet up soon again...
i went again to the hair salon to touch up on my hair color again,
apparently, it didnt turn out to be the original color i wanted so i have to go dye again... sigh...
oh well, after doing it again, it still wasnt the color... Argh!!!
I guess my hair is as stubborn as me... sigh.

sign out.

The one with xmas day

After a good nite sleep on xmas eve, its xmas day...
and i actually slept quite late b4 i woke...
Since its late so last nite, Mokoo stayed over n only wanted to wake at abt 2pm n i still have to shake him to wake loh... sigh...
really wasted the early part of day can... For me, i think sleeping is a waste of time, if possible, i wouldnt wanna sleep... hehe.
Anyway, the major plan of the day was to have dinner with Pee n gang at nite n exchange presents...

So by the time I drove Mokoo home, it was already like 4+pm n we r meeting like 630pm to shop for last min present...
and so me, izad n mokoo met earlier to get another present... who knws i ended up buying myself a berms for $39... sigh.

Ok when all were gathered, we proceed to find our food... after searching for a while, we finalised on Fish & Co...
i was very excited as i always loved that place...
Me n Mokoo decided to share the "Seafood Platter for two" since it has everything in it and a Caesar Salad (my fav as i hav always love veges like salads)...
After our orders, we proceed to exchange our plans for the future and stuff n i did my last min writing of xmas card while Mokoo provided me with the illustrations of the covers of the card to make the card more presentable... hehe...

Soon abt 30mins has gone n i realise we havent had our main course yet... it was only like mins into our order that we had our drinks, soup n salad out... then there was nothing... i started to joke alittle with the waitresses there as i didnt want them to be pissed with me n ended up pissing into our food...
"Golden Rule: Never make a server of ur food angry, they will have no problems taking revenge on us by... 'pui' into our food."

Finally, the food were here n everyone tucked in... it was great... nothing unusual about it, no dirt in the fishes, no starchy substances on the prawns... everything was safe n fine...

We finally finished n were ready to leave for our next destination... a coffee place to exchange presents... it was the first time i was celebrating with Pee and gang as i only knew them at the end of 2003. We walked along Liang Seah Street and found this "C.A.N. Cafe" which has really nice atmosphere and great music... we sat on the comfy couches on the 2nd floor n took pics... it was fun...

The drink lists were interesting also i ended up getting a "Berry Manilow" while Pee n Mokoo got "Bananarama" n the rest got normal stuff like Tea n Fruit Punch... We finally exchange present n Tracy got me "Baileys" which i immediately opened it up n started drinking... I love Baileys!!! Pee got me CK undies, Izad got everyone items frm "Filas" n mokoo got me 2 tshirts he designed... hehe.

We stayed till almost 2am n decided to go hav supper nearby... "PRATAS!!" Yum! Yum!
We had a cheese with mushroom n 3 tissue prata and i had "kopi cino" while the rest had "teh tarek"... it was great...
After a great supper, we headed home to rest...

Although the day wasnt packed with activities, it was a fruitful one n most imptly everyone enjoyed themselves n everyone was there... :)
Awaiting for next yr's... hopefully it will be better than this yr's... :)

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The one with xmas eve...

Its the eve of the birth of christ...
Ironically i m reading the 'Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown and its really a good and interesting book to read loh,
I m actually so sad that it has finished and the adventure has ended... sigh.
I m going to start the 'Angels and Demons' soon yippy...
I was a little skeptical about it in the first place as i m not into reading as all but soon,
I couldnt put it down. hehe.

Ok, so its xmas eve n i woke up early to get a tan b4 meeting my friends...
wat happen is i went to actually bleach my hair on thurs to "ash greyish blond colour" (something like that)
since its the holiday season, i thot i would do something drastic... but i only can maintain it till 03 jan where everyone starts working...
Still i got a good deal out of it and its worth the experiment lah.
Later went to meet mokoo for lunch n a movie "Meet the Fockers" at Junction 8 Bishan.
My gosh, Junction 8 has changed so much, I m really fascinated with the changes n it has bcame a more interesting place unlike the past...
The cinema seats were better and more spacious and the quality was quite good... I like...

Saddly, the movie is a real diaspptment. I was hoping for great comedic performance by the addition of Dustin n Barbra... unfortunately, they failed terribly to deliver good comedic performance... sigh... I was really shocked that "Kungfu Hustle" is full house frm afternoon all the way to midnite shows... wow... isit really that great?

Anyway, after the movie, we went to Holland V to meet with Pee to go to "Wuala Wuala" to countdwn for xmas...
but by the time we were there, it was full...
The funny thing is, the streets of Holland V is so bare n naked... i dun feel any festive mood frm any of the other pubs or eateries... its like a ghost town loh... i wondered where everyone went...

In the end, we left for MOX... since that is the only place where everyone is comfy... But bcos i wasnt properly dressed for such occasion, I ended up having supper with mokoo at Maxwell n spent our countdwn there.... yeah...
Anyway, its just xmas... not like end of the world where i need to be ard everyone... :)

sign out.

The one Pee in danger

Today i finally saw the sun out in the morning so i decided to take a chance n go to the pool... To my disapptment again, it was playing with me... but in the end, i still manage to get a decent tan... not too dark but still ok...

Today i finally got to finalise my trip with mokoo... so i guess i shd be counting down the new year for the first time in my "26" years of my life somewhere else... not very far also actually... "Sebana Cove".
Nice name n i hope nice place too... (Pls! Pls! Pls!)

So i met pee n thot of goin to do some shopping... so after gossiping n bitching for awhile at chinatown, we set off to town...

then.....
Pee is showing signs of discomfort n she soon bcame very lethargic n seems like she is going to faint anytime...
I was so afraid that she would just collapse rite in the middle of orchard rd loh... u wouldnt believe the crowd... if i were her, i would have collapsed... I dun understand why ppl just dun understand that if they wanna go out, there is something call the perfume or deoderant or watever... u wouldnt believe the smell of some sweaty ppl loh... Gosh...

Anyway back to pee... she was in danger... she is collapsing... "wat to do": i asked myself... Some more she insisted to go buy some more stuff b4 retreating for home... Since i m meeting mokoo to pick up something, i decide to accpy her home just in case she falls flat in the MRT, She will have someone to hold on to... if not Serene will have my head... :)

Well she got home n ate her Mee Sua n laid on bed n enjoying her TV... Hope she is feeling better...

Well i went to get my hair cut again today... i really hate my side as it grew long again so fast n i was really interested to bleach my whole head as i dunno how will i look... anyway i can only do it for 2 weeks b4 sch starts i thot i wld try but the price was too ex n its not worth it loh for just 2weeks... sigh... i guess i will DIY lah...

okok i will continue tml... just wanna wish me n my friends a merry merry xmas...

sign out.

The one being dad

Today is wat chinese call the "DONG JI" where ppl stay home for dinner n "Tang Yuan"... I always love to eat those... i can really eat alot esp with peanuts in it...

Also i went to visit dad this morning... havent seen him in a while... as usual, mum will always nag at him saying he is not blessing us n is always bringing more problems into our family... Im like "mum, give him a break lah! he's already been confined in a jar, dun nag at him anymore lah!" As we left to proceed with our offerings, i did think abt wat she says... it hasnt been a smooth ride for all of us in the family... Mum been given extra workload, sis is still MIA all the time... n me... sigh... dun get me started on myself...

Talking abt dad, i was at my niece's bday and i was made to carry my 2 month old nephew again n i really freaked again... i dun really like kids... actually i scare i wld drop him or something... if u want me to station motionless for a long time, just drop me a baby on my arms n i will freeze.... thats wat i did, as they were talked among themselves and taking pic of me n him, i freeze but i do shake alittle making sure he wont cry... i hated when they cry.

Then as i see his innocent face in front of me, i began to melt n loosen myself... the feeling was really great... having a life on ur hands, holding it, seeing it... its really different frm wat i expected... i actually like those creatures... And then it dawn on me... i really like to have a son... but do i hav wat it thats? i hope i will be a good dad... but how n where in the world can i get one of this... sigh. it turns out, i do like children after all, but only mine of course... sigh... we shall just see wat happen in future then...

sigh out.

The one i play hide n seek with the sun

well today i try waking up early again n the damn sun is playing hide n seek with me again... sigh... so sian... wait n wait n wait... then its 12+... i give up... Went to change to for gym... was so tired bcos i havent gym for a week n i was my FATS grown like inches!!! ARGH!!!

Went to work happy bcos its the last lesson n i wont have to until next yr.... yippy!!!

Yet i felt sad bcos Pee n the rest were planning to go away for a while but then in the end, have to wait til jan 1st week then can go but i cant... i start sch n work liao... :( i really want to leave the country for awhile... i really need to recharge myself... i really hope something could work out... sigh...

mum complain abt work to me again... it seems that the damn cpy is giving her two department jobs n she cant handle... somemore no increment...
thats wat i hate abt this kind of cpy... like my boss... damn crappy...

On TV tonite... since theres no more "Top Models" n "Alias" i was looking forward to see wats "LAS VEGAS" n "Arrested Development" is like...
I really like "LAS", it is like CSI the concept... very interesting n fun n lots of eye candy for both sexes...
However "Arrested" is so full of crap... dunno wat the hell is going on... Portia is fabulously pretty but i just dun get it, it won for best comedy for the emmy, beating Friends n SATC n Will n Grace... wat crap loh the show... sigh so diasppting... anyway i will give it another try next week to set my final verdict... ok got to wake early tml but not going to play with the sun, but to the temple to pray... its time to see dad again :) its been awhile...

sign out.

The one being an uncle...

Today i wanted to go tan awhile b4 going to my 1yo niece bday, so i woke like 9am... then the sun like wanna come out dun wanna come out like that... so irritating... i was chatting on the net while i wait n wait for it to come out... then i realise its 1pluspm liao n its too late... damn sun... cant make up ur mind... so abt 2+pm, mum n i headed to Merchant Court to hav the celebration... which means im an uncle already :(

As i reach the entrance, i saw my cousin, pearl n to my greatest misbelieve, she just had her ROM n was passing by to say hi and bye... Its like.... how come we r not inform? Actually none was informed except for her family... huh???
And her mum says its bad luck to stay for the celebration so they had to leave... huh??? wat crap is that!!!

Nvm that, to my utter shockness, she bcame skinnier, n she had lots of pimple scars compare to last time, she was lots prettier, and her husband.... i dun mean to be mean... but he is shorter, skinnier n "sigh" wat ppl always say CMI!!! some more she is only 24yo... she has plenty of time to find someone...

So now the head count is me, my sis, n another male cousin who is single n not married... now more qns will be targetted to us like.... y no gf? when get married? blah blah blah!!!! Sigh.... stress!!!

Had another surprise is i finally got to see my Ex national swimmer cousin who is back frm the states... she is the sis of pearl... gosh... she is slimmer n prettier, less butch like last time n i was really alittle unable to take wat she was wearing.... she was wearing a bright yellow huggin spagetti top without bra!!! i could visibly see ur flatten but significantly darken nipple patch within it n it wasnt sexy at all... i couldnt even look at her when she was talking to me... i cant help but kept looking if i do so... Gosh....

The buffet was ok... ate alot n then went to meet mokoo n pee to buy the rest of the presents n i finally finished my list n it really left a GIGANTIC hole in my account... :( i have to start saving again...

we went to "sushi teh" at paragon n i was so so disappt with their service... it was slow even without much ppl... they r closing loh... n then when handed the bill, they actually double keyed our items n we paid like $30+ more, if jac didnt check, we wld hav being fooled... the ass is that they didnt even apologise n just play the blaming game among one another... damn pissed with them...

we were discussing abt our trip to anywhere n i was disappted we wont be able to leave b4 the yr end... :( have to wait till 2005 loh... i really hope to get out of spore at the last week... any where would b fine actually just not in spore.... its so fustrating when i hav long holidays n i have to spend walking along orchard rd all the time... argh... utterly fustrating!!!

I ate so much fattening fd today, i need to spend long hrs at the gym tml loh... sigh... ok goodnite.

sign out.

The one with a my JB shopping

I went to JB City Square for shopping with mokoo. It was really a refreshing pleasant trip as we cross over the causeway in the Air conditioned bus... I dun understand why is it so damn difficult for Pee to go there by the way... Its also as convenient as taking a car ride n it was a lot faster as theres a jam again... we reached our destination in 30mins loh... I didnt hear her complain when she went to orchard and walk the whole damn day...

We spent 3+hrs browsing thru the entire place n got some good bargains... I m so surprise with the Converse "butik" there, they have nicer design then in spore n they are only 79.90 ringgit while in spore they r $50+ to $60+... much much cheaper...

too bad I didnt bring enough, I got to buy some other items... sigh... the food was great, esp my yogurt which I will always buy... hehe... too bad we had no time to catch a movie.... Its only 8.50 ringgit n its cathay cinema which is quite good... I have seen a couple of movies there...

we rushed back to have dinner with pee while mooch went for his dinner with the company...
had dinner at crystal jade kitchen, Pee fav food, we have to wait so so freaking long... finally when its our time, we had to order quick as it is our last order... they are closing!!! Jac came shortly n so did ken...

After dinner, we proceed to MOX n initially I didnt want to go bcos I got to wake early next day n I knw I will be super super grouchy towards my students if I didnt had enough sleep... eventually I stay till 2+am... :( I was so tired n a little high frm my Chocolate Bunny and some champange... and when im high, I make a fool of myself... :(
like almost walking into a pole, laughing hysterically at anything...
basically just embarassing myself...

But we really had fun that nite... its a different feeling for me for a change.... its been awhile since i came to these places...
After that we still went to eat Prata... all 16 of us... which among all i only knew 4 ppl... so a little shy... haha...

i ended up sleeping at 4am eventually... damn tired but damn fun and i did wake up on time n i was nice to my students for a change.... hahaha

Later is another adventure where i had to go be an uncle to my niece's bday... I felt so old.... :( and do more shopping again with the rest...

sign out.

The one with the Bollywood Wedding

i got a surprise call from a friend frm the states yesterday, i was so so surprise n happy for her, she got married... to a music producer in the states n is now living a luxury life with him, i saw their pic n he is not bad looking, not handsome or anything but still better than some of the rest...

see it for urself:
http://www.dechant.com/wedding/index.html#1

my friend is indian by the way, its like a Bollywood ending for her... she is so lucky, i really envy her...
i knew her when i was in poly n we been thru cramp shit... just early this yr she was crying over the phone telling me her family didnt think highly of her, saying she is not helping at all, but she had done her best, she tried everything, from insurance to teaching dancing to organising D&Ds for companies... she done all but each time, the company either screw her up or they wld sexually harass her; she has big boobs n a hour glass body.
She is so glad to leave everthing behind in spore to get a fresh start with her prince charming who came to rescue her... alittle bit like my army friend living for Japan... some ppl just had all the breaks...

Looking at their wedding pics, i can see the 30+ ang moh husband looking at her in some of the photos which really can tell how much he loves her, the husband's family seemed welcoming n their place looks good too... this just goes to show that, ur life wont always be a dump, if opportunity strikes, take it or sometimes, it will just come up to u... just look at her, no income for months now, a US citizen with nothing to worry abt...

I was goin thru my christmas lists n presents n i chance upon his present...
i bought him his fav song single remixes... its "I believe in you" by Kylie. He loved it alot n even sang it to me occasionally...
i didnt knw wat to do with it now, i dun think i cld open to listen to it... not now.
Still, i m feeling alittle better today, finally went to study in the library but some assholes just couldnt read signs, they were using HPs n talking loudly n i couldnt concentrate at times...

Its the holiday seasons n students stop showing up, it really gets on my nerves as its a waste of my time if they didnt want to come, they could let me knw so i can arrange something different...

tml is my accounts n finance exam, i really hope i m prepared, i couldnt sleep well at all last few days, i was always awake in the middle of the nite, wondering wat went wrong... i really need a good nite sleep tonite...

sign out

The one with the loanshark!!

all day, i have been lazing ard, doin nothing, i shd be studying for my exam on wed... but i really cldnt concentrate... i did wat i love most instead, watch dvds; "harry potter n the prisoner of Askaban" i felt even lower after watching it... i was reading "order of the phoenix" when i met him, was tellin him all the time abt wat happened. i finish the bk n so have we.

i cant believe i wasted my entire day but i really thot i needed sometime alone... thruout the day my mind is all after writing n writing n writing, i dunno why but it makes me feel much better talking to the screen... :)

wats goin on ard me recently:

1. my neighbour is up to his nonsense again, when i walk past my corridor, i cld see big paintings on the wall demanding "OWE $ PAY $" everywhere, totally disfigured the wall. theres also a Big Chopper knife hanging on a chair placed outside their house everyday, and i was wondering when will the pig head appear... the thing is, this is not the first time... its been countless, dun loansharks keep account of those who r not puncture abt their payments, they shdnt let him loan then... i thot they wld be more advance now rather than smashed grafitis on the wall all the time, so out dated...

2. i think i hav a lesbian indian neighbour, she look butch to me n she is alone, during the recent deepavali, she invited not families but all her friends n according to mum, they were all chinese, no indians at all loh... thats so interesting n quite sad sometimes thinking abt her living alone without any family, mayb they kicked her out after she out to the family... i havent got to see her again as i wld say hi to her when i do :)

3. my good army friend is leaving for Fukuoka japan on thurs for good... he married a jap wife n is goin to live a life of luxury as the wife's parents owns hot spring resorts n hotels there... i really envy him as he got to leave everything behind to start anew for himself... given a chance, i will leave behind everything n do the same... as i was having dinner with him just now, he was complaining abt his parents n hard life in spore n how happy is to leave them behind bcos all they give him is burdens after burdens. cursing n swearing like any typical sporean. i just choose to listen instead n i realise that ppl complain too much, i complain too much, i realise that i hav taken alot of ppl for granted. Pee, izad, mokoo, tris n many more, i felt a different person today as i sat with him, he was talking none stop n several time i wanted to join in the bitching fest but i didnt... all i was thinking is i shd appreciate them instead...

i still miss him n hoping for some christmas miracle but thats just me...
its 11 days to christmas n i m not looking forward to it actually..........

sign out.

The one with my broken wing

he has called on the white flag, its over...
all these done over an email...
i didnt even got to say goodbye...
it still lies with the ex...
y did we leave them in the first place if we still love them...
y did we get go after someone if we still have feelings for others...
it will be unfair for the ppl u date...

i knw all these now, i wont be careless next time, this is a lesson i will nv forgot n it is goin to be tough to let go. till now i m still hurting but i have to concentrate... my exams is on wed n i need to study... i still have a life n friends, great friends, i love my friends who have been there...

I believe in karma, this is my karma... i guess this is wat pee wants... she has been cursing at me, i hope u r happy now yah :(
i have been burnt n it will leave a scar... n i think i deserve it for some of the things i m not proud of too...

i will grow i will be strong n i will be alrite... i dunno how long it will take, i will be someday...

one word of advice, we shd always always be frank n truth in the start...
i did when i was with him in the beginning telling him abt my past n feelings n he liked it n appreciate it, but he didnt...

pls be fair to ur partners n be frank... its only the just thing to do... wat goes ard comes ard thats wat i want to say...

the truth is i dun blame him, i dun hate him, i still love him, i still have nice thots n memories...

i believe that no memories should be forgotten.
I will be someone who wont be cowered by certain memories
i will surpass everything and keep all my precious memories in my heart

sign out.

The one with me acting...

Oh yah, the strangest thing happen too, was having dinner n CatWorks called n ask me to do a last min acting for them for a independent film from 11pm to 730am mind u n they call me at like 8pm i think n i was so taken aback loh... Acting?? Now??? as a detective somemore, i was like huh??? r u serious, i dunno whether will i get paid but i dun think i can stay awake for so long n i rejected it... its really surprising to hear frm them after so long... but i think its just last min panic or something, anyway its not impt. but it wld be cool to do it sometime though... hmmm....

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The one with decisions...

Went to meet pee to go to this AJ shop to buy clothes at circular road today, but after mayb 30mins of walking in the rain, we still couldnt find it... arghhhh.... so fustrating loh... i got to see the map again n go next time.

well went shopping again n spend again.... :( my bank is going bankrupt soon... gosh, but wat to do, got to buy presents n stuff... sometimes i do dislike holi seasons in this way. anyway, got somemore to buy loh... sigh....

Went to watch "national treasure" n it was abit disappting... i wld thot that it wld be more grand n more exciting scenes... but nope. Abit boring actually. Was still hoping to catch "Alexander"

I do hope i got the teaching job, but im still a little worried whether i can handle the work n students, but i will try my best, i need the money loh... N i have to give up a subject just bcos of this job :( it better worth it.... im risking it.

okok going to shower n sleep, being a long day...

I miss henry... :)

sign out.

The one with ZoukOut day

Apparently today its ZoukOut n pee is with her classmates... I have nv been there b4 but mokoo told me it is goin to be fun, they hav lots of vendors n stuff...

I was actually kind of interested to go but then again, i just couldnt bring myself to go, m still so mentally n emotionally drained n dwn...
hav been thinking alot lately... all due to guy problem... I thot it was doing well, at least it seems to me that it is doing well, i was having fun after for so long with someone special n mayb someone i could trust, at least he told me to trust him n so i did, but now... is it a rite move... there seems to be little bit of loop holes n unpleasant feeling on his part... i only knew abt it when i realise something is in amiss n decide to tell him how i feel n realised wat he has been feeling the past week...
To actually knw that in one week, so much could happen under my nose, how come i didnt knw this sooner, i would have acted otherwise... i wouldnt do wat i did, but is it all too late...
he told me he still hav feelings n wanted to try again but is it enough to save this... :( im really sadden with this event, it brought me to an all time low, i dun normally open my heart n when i did, i got struck dwn again...

I really miss the romantic gestures n simple peom smses i receive but i guess its all in the past now... i only can wish for a better tml... i m really tired of this.

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The one it all started

My very own blog, i really have to get use to it. Thanks to Jac for helping me set this up, really appreciate it. I have another profile on fridae, if u wanna read that too can go to http://www.fridae.com/personals/?jonlibra but from future, i will be writing my entry here...

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