The one with my worries.

Recently I visit Bombay for the first time. I wasn't looking forward to it as all india flights weren't pleasant and it proved me rite. I sometimes just don't understand their behaviour and I don't even wanna try. But I always try to look at the silver lining.

Well, during the early leg of the ride, I quickly receive 2 very rude and obnoxious individuals. They just weren't pleasant at all thru the way they talked to me and they even shout at me even when I didnt do anything wrong. But somehow thruout their journey, I managed to change their attitude alittle, an indian colleague of mine came up to me and told me they complimented me... That was a great feeling.

When I reached the hotel, Intercontinental, it was beautiful, I was so amazed with its spacious room but unfortunately, I can't say much of it food though.

Its been hard on me taking on this job. I have been feeling down and always sad each time I got to go to work. I started to doubt whether this is what I want. The main reason is bcos of Kev. He is very supportive of me dun misunderstand, its just that I really can't bear to leave him behind each time I leave the country. I guess he is more important to me than I realised. I just missed him too much each time I am away. Also dun misunderstand that maybe I dun trust him or anything. I trust him totally with my heart and thus I dun think that I shd leave him behind in spore... I thot of quitting after my bond but I am worried abt my further career...

I guess time will tell...

sign out.

The one with the biggest American Idol upset! EVER!!!

Its been 2hrs since i saw the result show of the American Idol and the exit of my fav, melinda. I still couldnt believe wat america has done...

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I am so freaking upset that they would put thru Blake! I could understd Jordin but him!!! Imagine having a whole CD of songs with beatboxing in it, how long will it stay interesting & fresh? If just on his vocals alone... Come on!!! Phil or Chris is so much better than him... I never would thot that he would go this far... I was looking forward for a 3 girl race.
It already upset enough that my beloved KiKi, Lakisha was outsed last week and i am still recovering from the disapptment, now its melinda!!! I wanted a Melinda vs Lakisha ending... Wouldnt that be a greater bang and american idol history for the show. 2 of the most talented singers to battle it out. That would be SPECTACULAR!!!

I was reading thru some of the reports and news on several website and I couldnt believe wat i read. Apparently, many has speculate the Blake vs Jordin finale as Melinda was abit too bland...
BLAND!!! FUCK U bastard!!!! BLAND!!! Melinda is shy and humble and thats wat makes her unique... ppl who says her boring or bland are the very ppl who thinks our local's Joakim Gomez a great singer. (By the way, I thot i wouldnt hav to see that talentless monkey anymore but Ch5 has to cast him in the lame series 'Lifeline')

FUCK! Do u think that Whitney/ Mariah is bland? Do u think Jordin or Blake can sing like them? This is totally bullshit!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! (I dunno how I long I need before I actually could calm dwn, even Kev quickly steer clear from me, knwing very well wat would happen if he got in my way)
Oh my god!!! I havent been so upset for quite awhile... Damn it. I was also very upset with Ryan Seacrest as well bcos he has earlier said in an interview hoping that Jordin will win and after that, he has showed constant biasness against the other contestants. He would always spared Jordin from waiting for the results and always let her be the first one to knw the result. Dun believe me, see it for urself when the finale next week when he annouced her the winner...
ARGH!!!! I understand that life continue after the competition and melinda would definately get a recording deal and like Chris Daughtry, she will make it big and like Katherine Mcphee and Taylor Hicks, both Jordin and Blake wont sell as much as Melinda. As they may have the young ones voting for them but the spending power still lies with the adults... On this note, I pray that the producers would give Kiki a chance to produce an album too.

Lastly Elliot Yamin and Paris Bennet's album are finally out. I hav been waiting for their albums. As for Melinda and Lakisha's I have to wait for awhile since they would most probably produce the top 2 idol first.

I knw I knw, I have to live with the fact that the result is not what i wanted and have to go on with my life... blah blah blah... But would it be perfect if Melinda won, she really deserve it better than the rest. She and Kiki both deserve it. I always thot that those who lived life with more experience deserve the reward and I believe. I really hope there would be life after idol for Melinda and Lakisha unlike fellow black girls like Fantasia, Paris, Latoya, Jennifer, Mandisa, Vonzell, Trenyce, Tamyra. Many who we will never hear from them again even thou they have done well in the show.

This season of reality shows really sucks for me:
Amazing race: Eric & Danielle won (Yuck!)
ANTM: CariDee (Not my Fav)
Survivor: Earl (Sian)

Worst of all, during the finale of the show on wed and thurs, I wont be in spore as I will be FREAKING Bombay!!! Fuck! Of all places!!! At least somewhere I could catch the show but NO!!! Bombay!!!
Got to sleep now... I still need to recover from my sickness...

sign out.