The one where i m finally back....
Gosh... it seems so so long since my last update.
Ever since 2005 started, i havent really rested at all. Even now, its pass 12am and i really need to get to sleep soon.
This yr, i got on new responsibility,
1.Teaching at a pri sch, taking on all subjects as a form teacher.
2.Still teaching at a music sch at nites.
3.Finishing up my BBA at the rest of the nites...
which includes assignments and assignments...
its the most most busiest yr i ever experience in my life.
i dun think i was so hard working when i was doing my 'O's or any other exams last time.... :)
I guess i blame it on myself for taking up two tough subjects for my BBA and taking the job at my old pri sch...
but it was really fun but way super tiring... But i growth to really really love my class so happen my class is called "3 LOVE" :)
i usually really hate kids, but i really adore my class... the boys r so so cute... hahaha... (no dirty thots ok)
I really hate to go when it comes to june. :(
my contract ends there.
Well on Feb 12, Pee left me to study in Aus, i havent really feel the impact yet bcos i really really have no time to actually sit dwn n think. im really sorry Pee if i havent called u. its just so hectic in my life rite now n i dun wanna let any of those affect u over there. i hope u r well n i m sure u are.
Finally an episode has ended for me in my personal life. i guess its doom at the beginning... so many lies and deceptions.
the lies he fed into my friends thinking that they would maybe side him or pity him or i dun even knw whats he agenda... Even the know it all "PEE" couldnt figure out and since she is gone, i think its best we go our separate ways... Obviously, he wasnt happy about it and u knw, the usual stuff... sigh... its really depressing... im not enjoying it too u knw, having to break something up even thou i still have deep feelings but i knw i couldnt give wat he expected... at least im still feeling something unlike ppl who "dump" me just left n totally heck care whether i suffer or not... that is just some ppl's thinking but i m not... i hope for a smooth or at least gracious transition, but when i saw him at bugis today with his friend, i was stunned initially seeing him but i still put on a smile and greeted him. but the response wasnt delightful, he didnt even stop when i pass him and he didnt even bother to see me.... Ouch. And i m here thinking of how he is all the time. I guess this made things easier as he didnt want anything to do with me anymore, the fact is, i m cool with that, he has put me thru so much pshycological trama and i m NOT joking abt it. i m glad that i can really finally move on.
Good luck to u "D". Thanks for the Vday card.
Take care. gotta sleep now. nite.
sign out.
Ever since 2005 started, i havent really rested at all. Even now, its pass 12am and i really need to get to sleep soon.
This yr, i got on new responsibility,
1.Teaching at a pri sch, taking on all subjects as a form teacher.
2.Still teaching at a music sch at nites.
3.Finishing up my BBA at the rest of the nites...
which includes assignments and assignments...
its the most most busiest yr i ever experience in my life.
i dun think i was so hard working when i was doing my 'O's or any other exams last time.... :)
I guess i blame it on myself for taking up two tough subjects for my BBA and taking the job at my old pri sch...
but it was really fun but way super tiring... But i growth to really really love my class so happen my class is called "3 LOVE" :)
i usually really hate kids, but i really adore my class... the boys r so so cute... hahaha... (no dirty thots ok)
I really hate to go when it comes to june. :(
my contract ends there.
Well on Feb 12, Pee left me to study in Aus, i havent really feel the impact yet bcos i really really have no time to actually sit dwn n think. im really sorry Pee if i havent called u. its just so hectic in my life rite now n i dun wanna let any of those affect u over there. i hope u r well n i m sure u are.
Finally an episode has ended for me in my personal life. i guess its doom at the beginning... so many lies and deceptions.
the lies he fed into my friends thinking that they would maybe side him or pity him or i dun even knw whats he agenda... Even the know it all "PEE" couldnt figure out and since she is gone, i think its best we go our separate ways... Obviously, he wasnt happy about it and u knw, the usual stuff... sigh... its really depressing... im not enjoying it too u knw, having to break something up even thou i still have deep feelings but i knw i couldnt give wat he expected... at least im still feeling something unlike ppl who "dump" me just left n totally heck care whether i suffer or not... that is just some ppl's thinking but i m not... i hope for a smooth or at least gracious transition, but when i saw him at bugis today with his friend, i was stunned initially seeing him but i still put on a smile and greeted him. but the response wasnt delightful, he didnt even stop when i pass him and he didnt even bother to see me.... Ouch. And i m here thinking of how he is all the time. I guess this made things easier as he didnt want anything to do with me anymore, the fact is, i m cool with that, he has put me thru so much pshycological trama and i m NOT joking abt it. i m glad that i can really finally move on.
Good luck to u "D". Thanks for the Vday card.
Take care. gotta sleep now. nite.
sign out.
posted by Jon @ 12:17 AM
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