The one with the loanshark!!
all day, i have been lazing ard, doin nothing, i shd be studying for my exam on wed... but i really cldnt concentrate... i did wat i love most instead, watch dvds; "harry potter n the prisoner of Askaban" i felt even lower after watching it... i was reading "order of the phoenix" when i met him, was tellin him all the time abt wat happened. i finish the bk n so have we.
i cant believe i wasted my entire day but i really thot i needed sometime alone... thruout the day my mind is all after writing n writing n writing, i dunno why but it makes me feel much better talking to the screen... :)
wats goin on ard me recently:
1. my neighbour is up to his nonsense again, when i walk past my corridor, i cld see big paintings on the wall demanding "OWE $ PAY $" everywhere, totally disfigured the wall. theres also a Big Chopper knife hanging on a chair placed outside their house everyday, and i was wondering when will the pig head appear... the thing is, this is not the first time... its been countless, dun loansharks keep account of those who r not puncture abt their payments, they shdnt let him loan then... i thot they wld be more advance now rather than smashed grafitis on the wall all the time, so out dated...
2. i think i hav a lesbian indian neighbour, she look butch to me n she is alone, during the recent deepavali, she invited not families but all her friends n according to mum, they were all chinese, no indians at all loh... thats so interesting n quite sad sometimes thinking abt her living alone without any family, mayb they kicked her out after she out to the family... i havent got to see her again as i wld say hi to her when i do :)
3. my good army friend is leaving for Fukuoka japan on thurs for good... he married a jap wife n is goin to live a life of luxury as the wife's parents owns hot spring resorts n hotels there... i really envy him as he got to leave everything behind to start anew for himself... given a chance, i will leave behind everything n do the same... as i was having dinner with him just now, he was complaining abt his parents n hard life in spore n how happy is to leave them behind bcos all they give him is burdens after burdens. cursing n swearing like any typical sporean. i just choose to listen instead n i realise that ppl complain too much, i complain too much, i realise that i hav taken alot of ppl for granted. Pee, izad, mokoo, tris n many more, i felt a different person today as i sat with him, he was talking none stop n several time i wanted to join in the bitching fest but i didnt... all i was thinking is i shd appreciate them instead...
i still miss him n hoping for some christmas miracle but thats just me...
its 11 days to christmas n i m not looking forward to it actually..........
sign out.
i cant believe i wasted my entire day but i really thot i needed sometime alone... thruout the day my mind is all after writing n writing n writing, i dunno why but it makes me feel much better talking to the screen... :)
wats goin on ard me recently:
1. my neighbour is up to his nonsense again, when i walk past my corridor, i cld see big paintings on the wall demanding "OWE $ PAY $" everywhere, totally disfigured the wall. theres also a Big Chopper knife hanging on a chair placed outside their house everyday, and i was wondering when will the pig head appear... the thing is, this is not the first time... its been countless, dun loansharks keep account of those who r not puncture abt their payments, they shdnt let him loan then... i thot they wld be more advance now rather than smashed grafitis on the wall all the time, so out dated...
2. i think i hav a lesbian indian neighbour, she look butch to me n she is alone, during the recent deepavali, she invited not families but all her friends n according to mum, they were all chinese, no indians at all loh... thats so interesting n quite sad sometimes thinking abt her living alone without any family, mayb they kicked her out after she out to the family... i havent got to see her again as i wld say hi to her when i do :)
3. my good army friend is leaving for Fukuoka japan on thurs for good... he married a jap wife n is goin to live a life of luxury as the wife's parents owns hot spring resorts n hotels there... i really envy him as he got to leave everything behind to start anew for himself... given a chance, i will leave behind everything n do the same... as i was having dinner with him just now, he was complaining abt his parents n hard life in spore n how happy is to leave them behind bcos all they give him is burdens after burdens. cursing n swearing like any typical sporean. i just choose to listen instead n i realise that ppl complain too much, i complain too much, i realise that i hav taken alot of ppl for granted. Pee, izad, mokoo, tris n many more, i felt a different person today as i sat with him, he was talking none stop n several time i wanted to join in the bitching fest but i didnt... all i was thinking is i shd appreciate them instead...
i still miss him n hoping for some christmas miracle but thats just me...
its 11 days to christmas n i m not looking forward to it actually..........
sign out.
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