The one with my 1 week break...

its the first day of a 1 week break...
dunno wat i wanted to do actually, one thing for sure is to study for my exams on 19 n 20 sep. two tough subjects... sigh... i hope i will pass them both...

Till now, my heart is still bleeding... its been like 3weeks now...i still m not well... esp when i got new info yesterday from 2 friends... it seems that he was abit insensitive by telling his friend how dramatic i was towards him n the other told me he told my friend abt us... i mean, i do not expect him to cover anything i hav done, i hav done wrong n i m ready to own up... its just that he told me he wouldnt go tell anyone but he went to tell ian even though he is not close with him... i find that simply insensitive to my feelings... if u cant keep it, dun just tell me... i shd hav knw anyway...

the only thing he would talk to me is how he wanted to talk to me abt financial planning n nothing else, if i wld to mention some other things like one nite, he would threaten to hang up on me if i wouldnt stop... i guess i m just one of his many many admirers now whom he wont target to sell his products...

i knw i shdnt be writing this but all these really hurts me alot... i really like to move on but my heart n my feelings tell me otherwise...y...

i just finish watching an emotional episode of Boston Public, it was really touching n sad... ppl who knw me knws i m an emotional fool... i cant help it... its part of who i m...

i knw i m no saint, i make mistake, i dun expect someone perfect, i wont make anymore excuses, i just wish that someday, someone wil accept the way i m n build a beautiful story together with me... someday...

sign out.