The one with teacher's day....

Its more than a week since we parted...
All the details of wat happen is still stucked, swimming in my head...
How is he?
Did he close any deals?
Why is he avoiding me?
So many questions but no one could ever ans to me...
The thing that kills me is when i sms him or call him, he would always say he is bz or he nv reply... How fuck up can he be!!! Talking abt it makes me boil!!!


I never ever stoop this low n never ever let someone torture me like these... is he finding satisfaction in doing this to me...

Its teacher's day celebration today in sch n it was actually quite boring...
The dance by students r... erm... how to say... ok lah...
At least they tried n that i admire...
My kids gave me cards, sweets, flowers, they are so so sweet...
i love them to death... sadly the year end is coming n soon i got to leave them... sigh... i will nv forget abt this experience i hav with them...
rite now, they r the only reasons why i go to work...
they brighten my day when i m down... they play with me with i m lonely...
i appreciate each and everyone of them even if they r the noti ones...
But during this dark times, they dun seem to be working much anymore...
didnt realise that incident impact me so much so that it strike me to the core... i wonder how long i can handle this... i pray for a miracle n something angelic to safe me from this...


Good things seems to leave me n bad things tend to linger ard to kill me slowly...
when will i be able to move on... when will i be able to find that someone who will love n take care of me... guess i have to wait...

sign out.