The one with BACK TO SCHOOL

Sigh...
Its sch again for me...
Everything is on again... my studies, schs, work... sigh...
another bz terms...

It didnt helped at all with the some of the recent events that happened in my life... The horoscope was saying that there will be some ppl leaving in my life... Didnt really expected that he would be the one...

We have been havin communication breakdwn but i nv like giving up on things just like that n i m a persistent person... but he couldnt stand up to his end of the bargain n he chose to go the easy way...

After seeing him for 7mths... it came to a disturbing end...
i didnt even get to see him one last time...

The thing is, i really loved him... i didnt realise how much he meant to me, as i was trying hard to control the pace n making sure that it wont progress too fast... as many say that we shdnt rush... so i took 7mths... but wat is fast or slow? does fast means that cannot take 1 week to be in a r/s or its 1 mth...
The fact is, we cant really judge wats fast n wats slow... to me at least... i cant go up to my friends n tell them to slow things dwn anymore as there is no guarantee that the r/s will work out if u take a yr or a mth of dating...

I shouldnt have suppress my feelings for Levan, now he has called it quit n i m left being regrettful...

I tell myself that this is just another life experience, although it hurts terribly to not have him ard anymore, life still goes on... i still need to work n live... i still have friends n family...

Why do we fall?
So that we will learn how to get up.

i will get up, and i will find someone...
Levan will always have a special place in my heart but i will not be sad anymore, i must learn to get up again...

Just wanna say thank you to all my special friends who had helped me thru these time...

sign out.