The one with the morning after...

This morning i receive a sms saying "good morning and hope u had a good nite rest."

Its so good to hear from him but... sigh... wat can i say...

happy
Sad... most probably....

So many promises all dwn the drain...

i kept blaming myself... i didnt forgive myself...
i dunno how to forgive myself...
my emotion is still very shaky...
im trying to get my energy back even though i dun really want to...
i remember wat his friend showed me, his good friend committed suicide last yr and b4 he jumped, wrote a goodbye note on LiveJournal which is still operating till now...
wat im trying to say is that maybe at the back of my mind, i may think abt doing it...

i dunno wat i m doing now just... i cant seem to forget abt him...

sign out.