The one with josh...

He can account for all of the men in his past
Where they are now, who they been with, how many men they have
He knew their backgrounds, family and friends
A few he even talks to now and then

But there is one he can't put his finger on
There is one who never leaves his thoughts
And he thinks his name was josh.

A chance meeting, a party a few days back
Broad shoulders and bright eyes, his hair was so black
He was a friend of a friend you could say
He let his smile just sweep him away

And in his heart he knew it was wrong
But too much wine and he left his bed at dawn
And he thinks his name was josh…

Now each day is one day that's left in his life
He won't know love, have a relationship or sing lullabies
He lays all alone and cries himself to sleep
'cause he let a stranger kill his hopes and his dreams

And all her friends say what a pity what a loss
And in the end when he was barely hanging on
All he could say is he thinks his name was josh…