The one with the misses...
Why do i always seem to shoot the arrow at the wrong targets...
Seems like my aiming is getting worst n worst...
ARGH!!! It is really frustrating... and i m really scare of taking up my bow again... :(
Wats worst is i m also attracting the wrong kind of arrows n i just dun understand why m i not accepting them...
i guess everything that has happened, i m just so super careful not to step on dangerous grounds again... Still it is really depressing... really... Pee Pee i need u...
when will my wait be over... when will the arrow i m longing for strike me rite in the heart...
Today:
I went out with kelvin to meet that bastard n later with dera n izad for sushi... We really had fun taking pics n fooling ard... the waitress there was so so so polite n friendly... i really love that place though the food suck alittle...
i hope we brighten up kel's day... he nearly cried afew times when he was keeping silence i think n this really hit me more when thinking abt myself...
yesterday an SQ friend call me to ask abt a certain guy who i used to see who also turn out breaking my heart into million pieces... "henry"
it seems that he is back into action... asking ppl out again...
he's excuse for me is that he cldnt forget his ex, which is deja vu for kel n so this is one of his toughest decision to leave me (blah blah blah)
i wonder has he forgotten abt him n move on or is he trying to use someone to fill his gap again...
Also i cld see that his friend's list is getting lesser n always have new faces on... maybe those hearts he broke have kicked him out n only i who bothered to keep him.... is it bcos i still have feelings?? i did sms n email afew things few weeks or mths ago but receive no reply... mayb he has forgotten me or avoiding me, but why the hearts n stuff... he nv realise that wat he did really hurt me so much... using poetry n romance as my weak point to grab hold of me n then throwing me dwn... it seems like a game to him... i think i shd just stop visiting him at his profile so i cld really live my life...
anyway... i pray nothing of these will happen to me or my friends again... i think we had enough of these n its time for someone nice n really really sincere... let us just wait then... :)
by the way, thanks pee for ur emails... i miss u.
sign out.
Seems like my aiming is getting worst n worst...
ARGH!!! It is really frustrating... and i m really scare of taking up my bow again... :(
Wats worst is i m also attracting the wrong kind of arrows n i just dun understand why m i not accepting them...
i guess everything that has happened, i m just so super careful not to step on dangerous grounds again... Still it is really depressing... really... Pee Pee i need u...
when will my wait be over... when will the arrow i m longing for strike me rite in the heart...
Today:
I went out with kelvin to meet that bastard n later with dera n izad for sushi... We really had fun taking pics n fooling ard... the waitress there was so so so polite n friendly... i really love that place though the food suck alittle...
i hope we brighten up kel's day... he nearly cried afew times when he was keeping silence i think n this really hit me more when thinking abt myself...
yesterday an SQ friend call me to ask abt a certain guy who i used to see who also turn out breaking my heart into million pieces... "henry"
it seems that he is back into action... asking ppl out again...
he's excuse for me is that he cldnt forget his ex, which is deja vu for kel n so this is one of his toughest decision to leave me (blah blah blah)
i wonder has he forgotten abt him n move on or is he trying to use someone to fill his gap again...
Also i cld see that his friend's list is getting lesser n always have new faces on... maybe those hearts he broke have kicked him out n only i who bothered to keep him.... is it bcos i still have feelings?? i did sms n email afew things few weeks or mths ago but receive no reply... mayb he has forgotten me or avoiding me, but why the hearts n stuff... he nv realise that wat he did really hurt me so much... using poetry n romance as my weak point to grab hold of me n then throwing me dwn... it seems like a game to him... i think i shd just stop visiting him at his profile so i cld really live my life...
anyway... i pray nothing of these will happen to me or my friends again... i think we had enough of these n its time for someone nice n really really sincere... let us just wait then... :)
by the way, thanks pee for ur emails... i miss u.
sign out.
posted by Jon @ 3:04 AM
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